Hi everyone,
Its been a while since I've posted stuff on my blog, Was actually preparing my post on my internship that I did in EY last year but it took longer than expected.
Its already the new year which is year 2013, the wooden horse year. It's also the last year I got to see my friends (most probably) which I have no idea whether we would be able to meet again in the future. Given my past experiences, I am not that good in rekindling old relationships, although the ones that I cherish a lot in my heart. Deep down inside. (no offense to anyone). Well, that's me.
I remember the time when I was begging to graduate at the fastest point of time but now, I would really choose studying over working,. It is so much more different. The less obligations and the freewill you get to do your own stuff at your command. Trust me, you will understand once you start working. Well, at least I tried and I wasn't very fond of it. Only compensation you get is of course money, (the only thing you live to earn, in the short term at least is of course the money you get to buy stuff and spend.) The job was great though. Just who likes working rite??
This new year is a great year ahead. With me graduating soon and to enter the working world. My sister going to Singapore to study soon. (A huge risk + burden) if you followed my story. She's getting the Nanyang Poly scholarship thing which says they will pay for everything but you would of course still need money to travel there and settle down and everything rite. How do you imagine those less able than my family to even think of studying abroad? It was totally out of my brain back when I started studying.
Well, next of course is my mum gonna be doing her operation soon. Another huge fork out. Though we do not have to worry about her medical fees. Some how, a relative would only care when it comes to matters of dying. Yeah, she's gonna cut something away for good. And after that be on supplements and medicine till she dies. I have no idea.
I kinda wish my sister would be promoted soon enough to overcome all these shit. I kinda imagine worse when I go out to work, which of course I have to find money to spend on myself. Less said about now, I still survived.I was really in a dilemma to whether to work in EY or to follow my dreams. What I studied is of course not what I like, but I can study anything apparently. Its just studying what. Why complain? (gonna elaborate more on my internship post).
Well, after observing, I realised my personality is as bad as the shit down below as compared to other guys out there. I am just jealous. For some reason, I can't really see myself being that gentleman. Maybe cause I grew up around girls. I don't know. Just hoping that in the coming year that I would be a changed man soon and I hope that I could do something I like and yet earn the money enough to support myself. I really hope to see the things in my mind come true one day. It's been quite some years I have to dream of doing something outside the box. Am I willing and brave enough to take risks now? Will I do something out of the ordinary? I really hope I would. Always listening Yuna say, chase after and do something that you like rather than doing something you have no interest in. It really inspires me. But I am not sure if she's rich to begin with. Most prob rite. Studying law in overseas and all.
Well, its very late and I have no idea why I felt the rush to blog out of a sudden. Maybe cause I upgraded my mini netbook with a better ram and blogging is now easier and less frustration. Haha...
Here, I would like to wish everyone a great year ahead and good luck in everything you do. As long as you like it, do it all the way. XOXO....
PS: Here's a shoe I bought for myself for only RM108. The main reason I bought it. Lol...cause I had no plans of buying a shoe. So broke...
